i wish someone knew how hard things are for me right now, i really do. it seems like my life has completely turned around for the worse. i wish i had the guts to tell someone how bad it really is too,but i’m not close with anyone anymore. i’m pushing people away, the few people who actually care and i don’t know why. my anxiety level is totally through the roof all the time. my self esteem is at an all time low and i constantly worry about how i look, way more than i should. comments my sister made about my weight when i was little, when i wasn’t even fat, still bother me today. every single day. i compare myself to everyone and i feel like i’m not as good as anyone else. i way over think and its killing me. its a struggle for me to do anything at this point. i feel like no one cares at this point….. i know no one does. the worst part is i feel like i have to grin and bare it, and no one knows anything about any of this. i don’t know what i’m going to do.

omg im dying

la-queen:

s-i-l-e-n-c-e-i-s-l-o-u-d:

This is so powerful.

Will always reblog this.

look what society has done to us

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